I'm afraid I have an ED. I'm skipping meals and trying to eat less. If I eat to much I feel terrible, sometimes even cut myself, but I'm trying not to do that. Nobody knows. None of my friends/my family would understand. I just don't know what to do.
If right now you don’t feel like your friends/family would understand this then find someone else you can talk to. The important thing is getting all of your cards on the table and moving forward. A close adult figure or separate family member might be a good place to start. These are serious issues and the people who love you most want to see you through this. Just a small thought, your friends and family might be much more understanding than what you give them credit for, and they really do love you.
Best, Austin xo